{"id":666,"date":"2015-01-13T22:19:18","date_gmt":"2015-01-13T20:19:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/?p=666"},"modified":"2015-01-13T22:19:18","modified_gmt":"2015-01-13T20:19:18","slug":"mavi-ruyalarim-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/?p=666","title":{"rendered":"MAV\u0130 R\u00dcYALARIM"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>MAV\u0130 R\u00dcYALARIM<\/p>\n<p> Geceleri siyah \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc felekler,<br \/>\n Mavi donlu melekler,<br \/>\n Mavi t\u00fcll\u0259r \u00e7ekiyor g\u00f6zlerime,<br \/>\n Alevden don bi\u00e7iyor s\u00f6zlerime.<br \/>\n Al\u0131r kuca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc dilekler,<br \/>\n Sanki b\u0259mb\u0259yaz r\u00fczgarlar,<br \/>\n Mavi r\u00fcyalar,<br \/>\n G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fc didan korkular,<br \/>\n At beni evrenin izlerine,<br \/>\n Bat\u0131yorum d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce denizlerine,<br \/>\n G\u00f6kte turnalar c\u0131rlak,<br \/>\n V\u00fccudum en hafif a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k,<br \/>\n P\u0259nb\u0259 bulutlar\u0131n \u00fczeriyle u\u00e7uyorum,<br \/>\n Bazen r\u00fcya ve yalandan ka\u00e7\u0131yorum.<br \/>\n Ya da eri\u015filmez, \u00fcnyetm\u0259z,<br \/>\n Bu sehirin sonu bitmez<br \/>\n Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 sar\u0131yorum,<br \/>\n O kapkara bulutlara ac\u0131ram,<br \/>\n Sanki ayr\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,<br \/>\n G\u00fczellikle dolu r\u00fcyan\u0131n,<br \/>\n Kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131yor,<br \/>\n G\u00fcne\u015f c\u0131rlak nur sa\u00e7\u0131yor<br \/>\n Mavi donlu melekler y\u00fczme,<br \/>\n T\u00fcm memleketler mavi \u015fekilde<br \/>\n G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor g\u00f6z\u00fcme.<br \/>\n \u0130\u00e7imde ac\u0131larla dolu yasim,<br \/>\n S\u0131rt\u0131mda mavi donlu elbisem,<br \/>\n Feryat \u00e7eken g\u00f6n\u00fcl saz\u0131m,<br \/>\n Y\u00fcz \u00e7i\u00e7ek al\u0131n yaz\u0131m.<br \/>\n Kans\u0131z, sava\u015fs\u0131z, \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz,<br \/>\n Cezas\u0131z, s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z, b\u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz,<br \/>\n Bir s\u0259yyar\u0259&#8217;da dola\u015f\u0131yorum,<br \/>\n Bu d\u00fcnyadan s\u00f6yledi\u011fim \u015fah\u0131slara,<br \/>\n Ka\u011f\u0131tlara t\u00f6kd\u00fckl\u0259rimi.<br \/>\n Mavi donlu meleklere konu\u015fuyorum,<br \/>\n Bu ate\u015fle al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum.<br \/>\n Ayr\u0131lmak istemiyorum,<br \/>\n Kimseye s\u00f6ylemiyorum,<br \/>\n Mavi r\u00fcyalar\u0131n derecesine,<br \/>\n V\u00fccudumu bir heyecan sar\u0131yor,<br \/>\n Ve bu hayret buzlar\u0131 eriyor, &#8211;<br \/>\n Bu b\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn derinli\u011finden.<br \/>\n Geceleri mavi elbisemde,<br \/>\n \u0130\u00e7imde ilham adl\u0131 yatar\u0131m da.<br \/>\n Mavi donlu meleklerle,<br \/>\n Beni b\u00fcy\u00fcleyen felek<br \/>\n Tanr\u0131ya y\u00f6neliyorum,<br \/>\n Hakk\u0131n kad\u0131na ula\u015f\u0131yorum.<br \/>\n Zaman ac\u0131s\u0131z, ahs\u0131z,<br \/>\n Ruhlar su\u00e7suz,<br \/>\n Ruhlar su\u00e7,<br \/>\n Yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yapamaz inkar,<br \/>\n K\u00fcsk\u00fcn-k\u00fcsk\u00fcn \u00e7evremde dola\u015f\u0131r,<br \/>\n Benimle f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015f\u0131yor.<br \/>\n \u00d6mr\u00fcn \u00f6fke y\u00fcz\u00fcnden,<br \/>\n Cezalar\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden,<br \/>\n D\u00fcnyan\u0131n ge\u00e7icili\u011finden s\u00f6z a\u00e7arlar.<br \/>\n \u00d6n\u00fcmde o yan bu yana ka\u00e7\u0131yorlar!<br \/>\n Bende mavi r\u00fcya,<br \/>\n Hisseti didan korku,<br \/>\n Dertle\u015fiyorum onlarla,<br \/>\n Binbir dertli canlarla!<br \/>\n B\u00f6ylece sabah a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r,<br \/>\n Nur sa\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r,<br \/>\n Odama al g\u00fcne\u015f doluyor.<br \/>\n Mavi donlu melekler,<br \/>\n Hissede s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f dil\u0259kl\u0259r-<br \/>\n Nereyse ko\u015fan karanl\u0131kta solur-<br \/>\n Mavi r\u00fcya,<br \/>\n \u00d6l\u00fcmden zor korku,<br \/>\n G\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131p kapay\u0131ncaya kadar yok olur.<br \/>\n Azap veren binbir h\u00fclya,<br \/>\n Kanla dolu d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\n Ba\u011fr\u0131ma ok olur. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>MAV\u0130 R\u00dcYALARIM Geceleri siyah \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc felekler, Mavi donlu melekler, Mavi t\u00fcll\u0259r \u00e7ekiyor g\u00f6zlerime, Alevden don bi\u00e7iyor s\u00f6zlerime. 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