\u00d6T\u018fNL\u018fR\u018f B\u0130R N\u018fZ\u018fR
\n(T\u018fZ\u018f \u00c7APDAN \u00c7IXMI\u015e \u00ab\u00d6T\u018fNL\u018fRD\u018fN G\u018fL\u018fN S\u018fSL\u018fR-2\u00bbK\u0130TABIMA \u00d6N S\u00d6Z \u018fV\u018fZ\u0130)<\/p>\n
Zaman yerind\u0259 dayanm\u0131r, o, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259dir. \u0130nsan n\u0259 edirs\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, ya pis \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131r. Bunu is\u0259 yadda\u015f edir, \u015f\u00fcurun bizi idar\u0259 etdiyi yadda\u015f\u2026 H\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq vaxtlar\u0131mdan, kitabla, m\u00fctali\u0259 il\u0259 maraqlanandan evimizd\u0259 \u00d6m\u0259r X\u0259yyam\u0131n, M\u0259hs\u0259ti G\u0259nc\u0259vinin r\u00fcbai kitablar\u0131 \u0259limd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zdi. Daha do\u011frusu, k\u0259ndimizd\u0259ki 8-illik m\u0259kt\u0259bin a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bkar\u0131, m\u0259kt\u0259bin direktoru, \u0259d\u0259biyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimi r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Sabir day\u0131m olmu\u015fdu. Onun \u015f\u0259xsi kitabxanas\u0131ndan, o kitablar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm \u0259ld\u0259 etmi\u015fdim. O, b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk, r\u0259hm\u0259tlik n\u0259n\u0259m Xan\u0131manaya tap\u0131\u015f\u0131rard\u0131 ki, bu q\u0131z\u0131 ev\u0259 buraxma, buraxsan da n\u0259zar\u0259t et, dey\u0259s\u0259n, o, m\u0259nim kitablar\u0131m\u0131 o\u011furlay\u0131r. M\u0259n ilk \u015feirimi 6-c\u0131 sinifd\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam. Bir zaman u\u015faql\u0131q d\u00f6vr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 televiziya s\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n ax\u015fama q\u0259d\u0259r amerkal\u0131 z\u0259nci qad\u0131n Anjela Devisd\u0259n b\u0259hs edirdi. M\u0259n d\u0259 ondan t\u0259sirl\u0259nib bir sovet u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kimi bel\u0259 \u015feir yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m:<\/p>\n
Amerkada bir z\u0259nci var,
\n Onun ad\u0131 Anjelad\u0131r.
\n O q\u0259hr\u0259man, c\u0259sur q\u0131z\u0131n
\n Qollar\u0131nda qandal vard\u0131r. <\/p>\n
\u015eeir bir ne\u00e7\u0259 b\u0259nd idi, amma yadda\u015f\u0131ma yaln\u0131z bir b\u0259ndi h\u0259kk olunub. O zaman bu \u015feiri he\u00e7 yer\u0259 yazmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bilmir\u0259m, r\u00fcbai ustadlar\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259sirind\u0259nmi, ya m\u0259nim \u015feriyy\u0259td\u0259 ilk add\u0131mlar\u0131m atma\u011f\u0131mdanm\u0131, d\u00f6rdl\u00fck m\u0259ni daha \u00e7ox ram etmi\u015fdi. \u0130lk q\u0259l\u0259m t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259m d\u0259 d\u00f6rdl\u00fckl\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t idi. D\u00f6rdl\u00fckl\u0259r \u0259sas\u0259n orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin son ill\u0259rini v\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259hat\u0259 edir. O zaman bu k\u00f6n\u00fcl duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131 yaz\u0131ya alanda n\u0259 zamansa kitab \u015f\u0259kilind\u0259 \u00e7ap olunaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcm\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259zdim. Kim dey\u0259rdi ki, bizim ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z qurlu\u015f da\u011f\u0131lacaq, biz m\u00fcst\u0259qil olaca\u011f\u0131q, insan \u00f6z beyin m\u0259hsulunu araya-\u0259rs\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 nail olacaq. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, burda maddiyyat da \u00f6z i\u015fini g\u00f6r\u00fcr, o n\u00f6qteyi-n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m Abdulov \u018fliy\u0259 minn\u0259tdaram. El\u0259 o ill\u0259rin \u015feirl\u0259rinin d\u0259 kitab hal\u0131nda \u00e7ap olunmas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259kar\u0131 odur. Ke\u00e7\u0259n \u0259srin 70-ci ill\u0259rind\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259rin bir ne\u00e7\u0259si \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f kitablar\u0131mda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015eair-publisist \u018fli Rza X\u0259l\u0259fli haqq\u0131mda \u00abAd\u0131 \u015eadiman olan\u0131n\u2026\u00bb kitab\u0131n\u0131 yazanda, kitablar\u0131mda yay\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015f o ill\u0259rin bir ne\u00e7\u0259 \u015feirin\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 il\u0259 yana\u015fmas\u0131 bizim bu \u015feirl\u0259ri kitab hal\u0131nda \u00e7ap etm\u0259y\u0259 vadar etdi. Kitab\u0131n birinci hiss\u0259si \u00ab\u00d6t\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r\u00bb ad\u0131yla 2013-c\u00fc ild\u0259 632 s\u0259hif\u0259 il\u0259 art\u0131q \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b. \u00c7ox a\u011f\u0131r z\u0259hm\u0259t bahas\u0131na \u00f6t\u0259n ill\u0259rin tarixin\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015f arxivimi \u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7evir etdim. \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr Allaha ki, art\u0131q ikinci hiss\u0259si d\u0259 \u00e7apa haz\u0131rd\u0131r. \u0130kinci hiss\u0259d\u0259 mind\u0259n yuxar\u0131 d\u00f6rdl\u00fckl\u0259r, q\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259r, bayat\u0131lar, ilahi, d\u00fcnya v\u0259t\u0259n, ilham, sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri toplunun qay\u0259sini t\u0259\u015fkil edir. \u0130ndi m\u0259n tam \u0259minlikl\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, yeniyetm\u0259lik v\u0259 g\u0259nclik d\u00f6v\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feirl\u0259r h\u0259yata v\u0259siq\u0259 ald\u0131. Yax\u0131n zamanda \u00ab\u00d6t\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r\u00bb kitab\u0131m\u0131n ikinci hiss\u0259si d\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucular\u0131n ixtiyar\u0131nda olacaq.
\n H\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259: M\u00fc\u0259llif. 27.04.2014. Pirallah\u0131 <\/p>\n
\u00d6T\u018fNL\u018fRD\u018fN G\u018fL\u018fN S\u018fSL\u018fR<\/p>\n
\u00dcr\u0259yimi d\u0259lib ke\u00e7diz.
\nAxan qan\u0131n sut\u0259k i\u00e7diz,
\nG\u0259lib, yen\u0259 can\u0131 se\u00e7diz,
\nH\u0259r s\u0259dan\u0131z xo\u015f n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259r,
\n\u00d6t\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Sizi yaddan \u00e7\u0131xartmad\u0131m,
\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fczd\u0259 g\u0259zdi ad\u0131m,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr \u00f6td\u00fc add\u0131m-add\u0131m,
\nAvaz\u0131n\u0131z x\u0259yal b\u0259sl\u0259r,
\n\u00d6t\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Sizi sevdim duy\u011fu kimi,
\nKe\u00e7mi\u015fim\u0259 say\u011f\u0131 kimi,
\nBoylan\u0131rs\u0131z qay\u011f\u0131 kimi,
\nXatiratlar min bir k\u0259sl\u0259r,
\n\u00d6t\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Misralar\u0131n boyu olduz,
\nG\u00fcnl\u0259rimin say\u0131 olduz,
\nX\u0259yal\u0131mdan ke\u00e7\u0259n yolduz,
\nD\u0259rd\u0259 sal\u0131b can q\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259r,
\n\u00d6t\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r.<\/p>\n
\u015eadiman\u0131n q\u0259l\u0259mi var,
\nKa\u011f\u0131zlart\u0259k al\u0259mi var,
\nV\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259rd\u0259 etmin ah-zar,
\nDemin, d\u00fcnya bo\u015f h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259r,
\n\u00d6t\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r.
\n\u00d6t\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r.
\n 05.04.2012 <\/p>\n
\u015eirin Xan\u0131m K\u0259rimb\u0259yli \u015eadiman<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00d6T\u018fNL\u018fR\u018f B\u0130R N\u018fZ\u018fR (T\u018fZ\u018f \u00c7APDAN \u00c7IXMI\u015e \u00ab\u00d6T\u018fNL\u018fRD\u018fN G\u018fL\u018fN S\u018fSL\u018fR-2\u00bbK\u0130TABIMA \u00d6N S\u00d6Z \u018fV\u018fZ\u0130) Zaman yerind\u0259 dayanm\u0131r, o, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259td\u0259dir. \u0130nsan n\u0259 edirs\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, ya…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-590","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mqallr"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/590","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=590"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/590\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":595,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/590\/revisions\/595"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=590"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=590"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=590"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}