BALACA \u015e\u018fH\u0130D FAR\u0130Z\u0130N HEKAY\u018fT\u0130
\n poema<\/p>\n
8 martda \u00f6z evl\u0259rinin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 oynayark\u0259n
\nerm\u0259ni snayperi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n vurulmu\u015f A\u011fdam
\nb\u00f6lg\u0259sinin Orta Q\u0259rv\u0259nd k\u0259nd sakini doqquz
\n ya\u015fl\u0131 Fariz B\u0259d\u0259lovun ruhuna!<\/p>\n
Biri vard\u0131, biri yox,
\nM\u0259nzil uzun, h\u00fcn\u0259r \u00e7ox.
\nOrta Q\u0259rv\u0259nd elind\u0259,
\nS\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti dilind\u0259,
\nBalaca Fariz vard\u0131,
\nOna da h\u0259yat yard\u0131.
\nO u\u015faq dil\u0259kl\u0259ri,
\nNazlard\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ri.
\nAnas\u0131 \u015eirinnaz\u0131n,
\nOx\u015fard\u0131 k\u00f6n\u00fcl saz\u0131n.
\nO M\u0259lah\u0259t n\u0259n\u0259nin,
\nYuyard\u0131 q\u0259lbd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259nin.
\nDay\u0131s\u0131 Elgiz onu,
\nTutard\u0131 \u0259ziz onu.
\nCandan bala dey\u0259rdi,
\nEv\u0259 qala dey\u0259rdi…<\/p>\n
***
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 vaxtdan taleyi,
\nOlmu\u015fdu s\u0131zlar neyi.
\nAta atm\u0131\u015f anas\u0131n,
\nD\u0259rd\u0259 qatm\u0131\u015f anas\u0131n.
\nDay\u0131, n\u0259n\u0259 yan\u0131nda
\nH\u0259yat e\u015fqi can\u0131nda,
\nB\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc bu k\u00f6rp\u0259,
\nN\u0259n\u0259si \u00f6p\u0259-\u00f6p\u0259
\nB\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259rdi n\u0259v\u0259sin,
\nQoxlay\u0131rd\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259sin.
\nM\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 d\u0259 gedirdi,
\nAnas\u0131n \u015fad edirdi.
\nK\u0259nd d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz,
\nAt\u0131rlar gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz.
\nM\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 qorxa-qorxa
\nYol-iz\u0259 baxa-baxa
\nU\u015faqlar gedir-g\u0259lir,
\nQ\u0259ml\u0259ri sin\u0259 d\u0259lir.
\nBa\u015fqa \u00e7ocuqlar t\u0259ki,
\nAnaya edir \u0259rki,
\nBu k\u00f6rp\u0259c\u0259 balalar,
\nG\u0259l\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 qalalar.
\nBa\u011f-ba\u011fatda qa\u00e7\u0131\u015fmaq,
\nK\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kt\u0259k u\u00e7u\u015fmaq,
\n\u0130st\u0259yirl\u0259r bel\u0259c\u0259,
\n\u00c7\u0131xmas\u0131nlar b\u0259s nec\u0259,
\nEvd\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 ay, ill\u0259.
\nBir g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k dil\u0259,
\nFariz dedi: Ay ana,
\nG\u0259tir \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, \u00e7ay ana.
\nM\u0259n yem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m,
\nS\u00f6z dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nBu g\u00fcn s\u0259kkiz mart ax\u0131,
\nMartda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r d\u0259rd ax\u0131.
\nBurax m\u0259ni h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259,
\nH\u0259 de, bu xo\u015f niyy\u0259t\u0259.
\n\u0130st\u0259yir\u0259m oynay\u0131m,
\nBa\u011f-ba\u011fatla qaynay\u0131m.
\nVers\u0259n topu ged\u0259r\u0259m,
\nYoxsa \u015fuluq ed\u0259r\u0259m.
\nEv-e\u015fiyi qatacam,
\nKitablar\u0131 atacam.
\nG\u00fcnd\u00fcz erm\u0259ni atmaz,
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcb he\u00e7 m\u0259ni atmaz.
\nAx\u0131 m\u0259n balacayam,
\nQoyun oynay\u0131b doyam.
\nDava b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r i\u015fi,
\nU\u015fa\u011fa batmaz di\u015fi.
\nBurax gedim, ay ana,
\n\u015eadl\u0131q edim, ay ana.
\nBu g\u00fcn analar g\u00fcn\u00fc,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259 qur d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc.
\n\u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 bir,
\n\u015eer oxuyum et s\u0259bir:
\nM\u0259nim munisim anam,
\n\u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l hissim anam,
\nM\u00fcbar\u0259kdir bayram\u0131n,
\nQalmas\u0131n q\u0259lbd\u0259 kam\u0131n.
\nS\u0259ni candan sevir\u0259m,
\nS\u0259ns\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131m, \u00e7evr\u0259m.
\nAna g\u00fcld\u00fc sevindi,
\nFariz\u0259 e\u015fql\u0259 dindi.
\nDedi: Oyna h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259,
\nErm\u0259ni b\u0259d niyy\u0259td\u0259.
\nAyaq \u00fcst\u0259 g\u0259zm\u0259 \u00e7ox,
\nYa\u011f\u0131lara \u00fcmid yox.
\nQ\u0259fil g\u00fcll\u0259 atarlar,
\nQ\u0259lbim\u0259 d\u0259rd \u00e7atarlar…
\n ***
\nFariz d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259,
\nSevincl\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259-\u00f6t\u0259.
\nAyaqlad\u0131 torpa\u011f\u0131,
\nD\u0259rdi otu-yarpa\u011f\u0131.
\nTopunu atd\u0131 ba\u011fa,
\nBaxd\u0131 \u00e7ox sola-sa\u011fa.
\nQa\u00e7d\u0131 topun dal\u0131nca,
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r al\u0131nca,
\nSnayperi tu\u015flad\u0131.
\nSanki qu\u015fu da\u015flad\u0131.
\nG\u00fcll\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na d\u0259ydi,
\nG\u00f6z qarald\u0131, q\u0259dd \u0259ydi.
\nFariz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc torpa\u011fa,
\nAh\u0131n \u0259kdi torpa\u011fa.
\nQan b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn,
\n\u0130tirdi u\u015faq \u00f6z\u00fcn,
\n\u00c7\u0131\u011f\u0131rt\u0131yla y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131.
\nBird\u0259n can\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131.
\nG\u00f6zd\u0259 qarald\u0131 d\u00fcnya,
\nSanki darald\u0131 d\u00fcnya.
\nS\u0259s\u0259 anas\u0131 g\u0259ldi,
\nD\u0259rd\u0259 yanas\u0131 g\u0259ldi.
\n\u00c7\u00f6kd\u00fc balas\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259,
\nBala d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb can \u00fcst\u0259.
\nAna balam vay deyir,
\nA\u011flar n\u0259n\u0259 hay deyir.
\nBatd\u0131 yasa ev-ocaq,
\n\u00c7\u0259kildi sin\u0259y\u0259 da\u011f.
\nK\u0259nd haraya t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc,
\nAl\u0259m vaya t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc…
\nT\u0259cili Yard\u0131m g\u0259ldi,
\nHaray-h\u0259\u015fir y\u00fcks\u0259ldi.
\nNal\u0259d\u0259n qopard\u0131lar,
\nFarizi apard\u0131lar
\nX\u0259st\u0259xanaya onlar,
\n\u00d6td\u00fc d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli anlar…
\nU\u015faq yolda ke\u00e7indi,
\nD\u00fcnya qanl\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc?…
\nBu balaca o\u011flan\u0131n,
\nNec\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcn da\u011f\u0131n?
\nQan\u0131 tutdu sabah\u0131…
\nN\u0259 idi de g\u00fcnah\u0131?
\nBu balaca Farizin
\nQatlad\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131 dizin.<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f h\u0259kim G\u00fclnar\u0131n da g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015flar ax\u0131r,
\nMa\u015f\u0131na t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n qan q\u0259lbin yand\u0131r\u0131b yax\u0131r.
\nH\u0259kiml\u0259r, tibb bac\u0131lar qa\u00e7d\u0131 oyan-buyana,
\n\u00c7axna\u015fd\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xana, aha batd\u0131 bir ana.
\nDoqquz ya\u015fl\u0131 bir o\u011flan boyand\u0131 al qanlara,
\nBu balaca \u015f\u0259hid d\u0259 da\u011f oldu insanlara.
\nO k\u00f6rp\u0259c\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 dondu h\u0259yat \u0259b\u0259di…
\nSoldu bir u\u015faq \u00f6mr\u00fc, \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc h\u0259yat m\u0259b\u0259di.
\n ***<\/p>\n
Bax\u0131rsan d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n\u0259 sar\u0131 gileyli,
\nElin yas i\u00e7ind\u0259, ey Orta Q\u0259rv\u0259d.
\nYa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6n\u0259rmi qan t\u00f6km\u0259k meyli?
\nHiyl\u0259l\u0259r bi\u00e7ind\u0259, ey Orta Q\u0259rv\u0259nd.<\/p>\n
Bu d\u00fcnya fitn\u0259l\u0259r f\u00f6vq\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011flar,
\n\u0130blis saray\u0131nda \u015fadl\u0131qlar \u00e7a\u011flar,
\n\\Ah edir \u0259limd\u0259 dilsiz varaqlar,
\nDil niy\u0259-ne\u00e7ind\u0259, ey Orta Q\u0259rv\u0259nd.<\/p>\n
Bu yurdlar bizimdi, bu ocaq bizim,
\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 titr\u0259yir \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n dizim?
\nQ\u0259z\u0259b\u0259 c\u0259ng edir ya\u015f t\u00f6k\u00fcr d\u00f6z\u00fcm
\nD\u0259rd qaynar i\u00e7ind\u0259, ey Orta Q\u0259rv\u0259d.<\/p>\n
Aya\u011f\u0131m torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259sir,
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n snayperi nal\u0259ni k\u0259sir,
\n\u015e\u0259hid k\u00f6rp\u0259 balan m\u0259zarda \u0259sir,
\nRuhu can k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnd\u0259, ey Orta Q\u0259rv\u0259d.<\/p>\n
Dam\u0131nda-da\u015f\u0131nda lal s\u00fckut g\u0259zir,
\nBu s\u00fckut elinin \u00fcr\u0259yin \u0259zir,
\nA\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259lal\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcr,
\nYa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z su\u00e7unda, ey Orta Q\u0259rv\u0259d.
\n ***
\nQurulub h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 bir yas \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131,
\nDoqquz ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flan bax\u0131r \u015f\u0259kild\u0259n.
\n\u0130lahi, g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l as \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131!
\nBu bala \u00fcr\u0259yi yax\u0131r \u015f\u0259kild\u0259n…<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u00fc ah s\u00f6yl\u0259yir, bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 q\u0259z\u0259b,
\nBir cavab ist\u0259yir b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259rind\u0259n.
\nDo\u011fray\u0131r g\u00f6r\u0259ni bu d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t, \u0259zab,
\nHaray\u0131 as\u0131l\u0131b ba\u015f t\u00fckl\u0259rind\u0259n…<\/p>\n
Molla yasin deyir, titr\u0259yir s\u0259si,
\nBalaca o\u011flana a\u011flay\u0131r s\u0259ma.
\nK\u0259sir bu titr\u0259yi\u015f duyan n\u0259f\u0259si,
\nH\u0259r n\u0259f\u0259s i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00fcsyan var amma.<\/p>\n
\u00dcmidsiz bax\u0131\u015flar dikilib s\u0259s\u0259,
\nQuran ay\u0259l\u0259ri haray eyl\u0259yir.
\nYasa y\u0131\u011f\u0131lanlar n\u0259f\u0259s-n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259,
\nB\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259r ya\u015f t\u00f6k\u00fcr, dil vay eyl\u0259yir.
\n ***
\n\u018fll\u0259ri qoynunda bir ana g\u00f6rd\u00fcm
\nA\u011flay\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yi kor taleyin\u0259.
\nB\u0259xti qara g\u0259lmi\u015f bir sona g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,
\nToxuyur nifrinl\u0259r tor taleyin\u0259.<\/p>\n
D\u0259rdi ba\u015fdan a\u015f\u0131r, g\u00f6rk\u0259mi q\u0259mli,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rin izl\u0259ri g\u0259zir.
\nKiprik ah i\u00e7ind\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259r \u0259l\u0259mli,
\n\u015e\u0259hid balas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u0259zir…<\/p>\n
A\u011flam\u0131r, i\u00e7in\u0259 ax\u0131r ya\u015flar\u0131,
\nSel-suya d\u00f6n\u00fcbd\u00fc ana q\u0259lbind\u0259.
\nDonmu\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n bax\u0131r ya\u015flar\u0131,
\nYenid\u0259n al\u0131\u015f\u0131b yana q\u0259lbind\u0259.
\n ***
\nQoca d\u00fcnya, qanlar\u0131n, q\u0131r\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131n de n\u0259di?…
\nUnudubdu adam\u0131n insanl\u0131q olan h\u0259ddi.
\n\u018fzab\u0131na sar\u0131l\u0131b ba\u011fr\u0131qan Qaraba\u011f\u0131n,
\n\u0130blisl\u0259rin \u0259liyl\u0259 olubdu yara ba\u011fr\u0131n.
\nHesab\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yir kims\u0259 kimin ba\u015f\u0131ndan,
\nYuyunur dam\u0131n-da\u015f\u0131n m\u0259zlumun g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131ndan.
\nMin bir u\u015faq arzusu g\u00fcll\u0259-boran d\u00fcnyada,
\nDil\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7axna\u015f\u0131rlar ala-toran d\u00fcnyada.
\nBala da\u011fl\u0131 bir ana g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ax\u0131d\u0131r,
\nSanki bu olanlar da indi ona yuxudur.
\nQoltu\u011funda ovudur qollar\u0131n b\u0259db\u0259xt ana,\\
\nQ\u0131\u015fq\u0131rs\u0131nm\u0131 haray\u0131 yay\u0131ls\u0131n qoy h\u0259r yana?
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 o qoynundak\u0131 z\u0259nn edir balas\u0131d\u0131r,
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131b \u0259b\u0259di qalas\u0131d\u0131r.
\nQoltu\u011funa s\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 qollara layla \u00e7al\u0131r,
\nBu laylan\u0131 o indi bir ah\u0131-vayla \u00e7al\u0131r.
\nN\u0259n\u0259nin h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u00fc al\u0259mi oyand\u0131r\u0131r,
\nAnana\u0131n lal s\u00fckutu yeri-g\u00f6y\u00fc yand\u0131r\u0131r.
\nYas \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131 balaca Fariz\u0259 mat\u0259m tutub,
\nMat\u0259m eli yand\u0131r\u0131r, d\u00fcnya qula\u011f\u0131n tutub.
\n\u00d6z evind\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259y\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259l\u0259n bu nakam\u0131,
\nBasd\u0131rd\u0131lar torpa\u011fa qald\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 kam\u0131.
\n ***
\nMat\u0131-qutu \u00e7\u0259kilib bu yurdda adamlar\u0131n,
\nDuman\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131t\u0259k \u0259l\u00e7iml\u0259nir damlar\u0131n.
\nBu k\u0259nd d\u0259 \u0259sir kimi ya\u015fay\u0131r \u00f6z evind\u0259,
\nBacada gizli t\u00fcst\u00fc salmay\u0131r k\u00f6z evind\u0259.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 h\u0259yat e\u015fqi bat\u0131r-\u00e7\u0131x\u0131r quyuda,
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidl\u0259rini sanki s\u0131x\u0131r quyu da.
\nK\u0259ndd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim he\u00e7 n\u0259yi a\u015fkara ed\u0259 bilmir,
\nHe\u00e7 kim yolda-ir\u0131zda piyada ged\u0259 bilmir.
\nAt\u0259\u015fk\u0259s olsa bel\u0259 snayper\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r,
\nBiq\u0259fil g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259 onu qan\u0131na b\u0259l\u0259r…
\n ***
\nBu n\u0259 z\u00fclm, ay Allah, bu n\u0259 az\u011f\u0131n m\u00fcsib\u0259t?
\nNiy\u0259 bizi g\u00f6zl\u0259di b\u00f6yl\u0259 qanl\u0131 aqib\u0259t?
\nBiz \u00f6z torpa\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda i\u015f\u011fala d\u00fc\u00e7ar olduq,
\nT\u0259slim\u00e7i bir ovqatla bu d\u00fcnyaya car olduq.
\n\u0130ndi k\u00f6rp\u0259 Farizin o donmu\u015f bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131,
\nSal\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259k i\u00e7in\u0259 d\u0259rd dolu nax\u0131\u015flar\u0131.
\nD\u00fcnya susur, dinm\u0259yir bu k\u00f6rp\u0259nin yas\u0131na,
\nBoyan\u0131bd\u0131 bu d\u00fcnya m\u0259kirl\u0259rin pas\u0131na.
\nPas da d\u0259mir \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcr, n\u0259inki \u00fcr\u0259k ola
\nYa insanl\u0131q da\u011f\u0131la, yada g\u0259l\u0259 haqq yola…
\n 14-15 mart 2011. Pirallah\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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