{"id":1593,"date":"2017-03-08T10:32:58","date_gmt":"2017-03-08T14:32:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/?p=1593"},"modified":"2017-03-08T10:32:58","modified_gmt":"2017-03-08T14:32:58","slug":"ana-dunyasi-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/?p=1593","title":{"rendered":"ANA D\u00dcNYASI"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/wp-content\/uploads\/uskukotu.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-1594\" src=\"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/wp-content\/uploads\/uskukotu-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/wp-content\/uploads\/uskukotu-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/wp-content\/uploads\/uskukotu-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/wp-content\/uploads\/uskukotu.jpg 1000w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Ana, s\u0259malar\u0131m, havam, d\u0259nizim,<br \/>\nEy m\u0259nim yax\u0131n\u0131m, do\u011fmam, \u0259zizim!<br \/>\nTitr\u0259k doda\u011f\u0131nla layla \u00e7alan\u0131m,<br \/>\nH\u0259tta, yuxumda da k\u00f6nl\u00fc alan\u0131m.<br \/>\nB\u0259tind\u0259 olanda duydum s\u0259sini,<br \/>\nO isti, o yum\u015faq pak n\u0259f\u0259sini.<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirdin m\u0259ni bir s\u0259h\u0259r,<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259r yuxuna hey qatd\u0131n z\u0259h\u0259r!<br \/>\nYatmad\u0131n s\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k be\u015fik ba\u015f\u0131nda,<br \/>\n\u018fritdin \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc cavan ya\u015f\u0131nda.<br \/>\nTitr\u0259k add\u0131mlarla yeridim bir g\u00fcn,<br \/>\nBu s\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259yatda oldu toy-d\u00fcy\u00fcn.<br \/>\nSoyuqdan, sazaqdan x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nAzac\u0131q al\u0131n\u0131m istil\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259,<br \/>\nAna, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 doldu q\u0259m ya\u015f\u0131,<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131d\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn q\u00fcss\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131.<br \/>\nQopdu doda\u011f\u0131ndan Tanr\u0131ya dua,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 nu\u015f olmad\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, su, hava.<br \/>\nAllahdan can\u0131ma sa\u011fl\u0131q dil\u0259din,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0259n nur \u0259l\u0259din!<br \/>\nVaxt olub s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaraq, ana,<br \/>\nAdic\u0259 bir z\u0259hm\u0259t verm\u0259dim cana.<br \/>\nA\u011fl\u0131m k\u0259sm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 incitdim s\u0259ni,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 yana-yana b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcn m\u0259ni!..<br \/>\nArada u\u015faql\u0131q oldu bahan\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin duy\u011fular\u0131n nec\u0259 \u015fahan\u0259?<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey arzulad\u0131n k\u00f6rp\u0259 balana,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni z\u0259hm\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn salana.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbin\u0259 d\u0259ydiyim anlar\u0131mda m\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcb \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 y\u0259qin duman, \u00e7\u0259n.<br \/>\nS\u0259n qurban vermis\u0259n umu-k\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nBulud t\u0259k bir anl\u0131q o hirsini-<br \/>\nDo\u011fma \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n \u015firinliyin\u0259,<br \/>\nGetm\u0259din h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259rinliyin\u0259.<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u00fcz d\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259nd\u0259 k\u00fcs\u00fcb yem\u0259kd\u0259n,<br \/>\nDilin yorulmad\u0131, bala, dem\u0259kd\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcmd\u0259n, g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6pd\u00fcn min k\u0259r\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni quca\u011f\u0131ndan qoymad\u0131n yer\u0259.<br \/>\nOx\u015fad\u0131n laylayla k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc p\u0259std\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00fcnahkar g\u00f6st\u0259rdin q\u0259sd\u0259n.<br \/>\n***<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259r\u0259k u\u00e7dum ocaqdan,<br \/>\nAna, ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm o pak qucaqdan.<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 yollara dikildi g\u00f6z\u00fcn,<br \/>\nTutuldu bulud t\u0259k q\u00fcss\u0259d\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn.<br \/>\nYand\u0131rd\u0131 i\u00e7ini bala h\u0259sr\u0259ti,<br \/>\nBudur, anal\u0131\u011f\u0131n saf t\u0259bi\u0259ti!<br \/>\n\u0130ndi o qapqara tell\u0259r a\u011far\u0131b,<br \/>\nQocal\u0131q palan\u0131n \u00e7iynin\u0259 sar\u0131b.<br \/>\nF\u0259q\u0259t, saxlam\u0131san sonal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\n\u0130lahi, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s anal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131!<br \/>\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin naz\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n bel\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259n m\u0259nim naz\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kirs\u0259n el\u0259.<br \/>\nAna, bu sevgid\u0259n dolur g\u00f6zl\u0259rim,<br \/>\nTitr\u0259yir a\u011f\u0131zda, dild\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rim.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kdiyin xiff\u0259tin ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 de\u015f\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yin ba\u015f\u0131nda balan yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259r.<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259ss\u0259 d\u0259 qocal\u0131q \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n,<br \/>\nBalay\u00e7\u0131n al\u0131\u015far, yanar quca\u011f\u0131n.<br \/>\nAna, yerin, g\u00f6y\u00fcn nurlu m\u0259l\u0259yi,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 Allah verib g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00fcr\u0259yi!<br \/>\nM\u0259ni ucaltm\u0131san s\u0259cd\u0259l\u0259rinl\u0259,<br \/>\nO haqdan do\u011fulan m\u00fcjd\u0259l\u0259rinl\u0259.<br \/>\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sa\u011famsa, bir qulam s\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnki bu h\u0259yat\u0131 s\u0259n verdin m\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nM\u0259zarda olsa da b\u0259d\u0259nim \u0259g\u0259r,<br \/>\nRuhum h\u00fczurunda h\u0259r an ba\u015f \u0259g\u0259r.<br \/>\nAna, qurban olum qocal\u0131\u011f\u0131na,<br \/>\nEy v\u00fccudu pak\u0131m ucal\u0131\u011f\u0131na!<br \/>\nAna, \u0259zabke\u015fim, ey z\u0259hm\u0259tke\u015fim,<br \/>\nS\u0259nin aya\u011f\u0131na s\u0259cd\u0259dir i\u015fim.<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7\u0131raq etdin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn r\u0259ngar\u0259ng nax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131-<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kdin taleyinin s\u0259hv\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b h\u0259yat\u0131n l\u00f6vh\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259.<br \/>\nYaz\u0131ld\u0131 b\u0259xtinin anlar\u0131 bel\u0259,<br \/>\nBir m\u00fcdriklik verdi a\u011faran tel\u0259.<br \/>\nAl\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn indi qocal\u0131q,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin aray\u0131r el\u0259 xo\u015fq\u0131l\u0131q.<br \/>\nTez-tez x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nib \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr can\u0131n,<br \/>\nBuzlan\u0131r damarda o isti qan\u0131n.<br \/>\nQan\u0131m\u0131, can\u0131m\u0131 ver\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259n\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259n yata\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm s\u0259nin yerin\u0259!<br \/>\nYasd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yan\u0131nda bir layla oxu,<br \/>\nAls\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi \u015f\u0259fal\u0131 yuxu.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lb\u0259 m\u0259lh\u0259m eyl\u0259 odlu n\u0259f\u0259si,<br \/>\nOx\u015fas\u0131n ruhumu o ana s\u0259si.<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 bas m\u0259ni isti ba\u011fr\u0131na,<br \/>\nAna, qurban olum ac\u0131-a\u011fr\u0131na.<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m aya\u011f\u0131na s\u0259cd\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 f\u0259da olub, b\u0259d\u0259nim \u00f6l\u0259r.<br \/>\nRuhumsa dola\u015far s\u0259malarda hey,<br \/>\nN\u0259 yorulmaq bil\u0259r, n\u0259 ed\u0259r giley.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n f\u00f6vq\u00fcnd\u0259 u\u00e7ar,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 qovu\u015fmaq\u00e7\u0131n haqqa yol a\u00e7ar,<br \/>\nH\u0259r zaman can atar s\u0259nin ad\u0131na,<br \/>\nS\u0259n d\u0259 can dey\u0259rs\u0259n \u00f6z \u00f6vlad\u0131na.<br \/>\nAna, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259rdi-s\u0259rim,<br \/>\n\u0130zin ver, q\u0259lbimi yoluna s\u0259rim.<br \/>\nDoda\u011f\u0131ndan qopan t\u0259s\u0259llil\u0259ri,<br \/>\nAna, o m\u00fcbar\u0259k, titr\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259ri,<br \/>\nQoy k\u00f6nl\u00fcm ba\u015f\u0131na, ey s\u0259cd\u0259gah\u0131m,<br \/>\nH\u0259m K\u0259b\u0259m, N\u0259c\u0259fim, h\u0259m Qibl\u0259g\u0259h\u0131m!<br \/>\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 Tanr\u0131m, yerd\u0259 s\u0259ns\u0259n Allah\u0131m!<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m aya\u011f\u0131na s\u0259cd\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 f\u0259da olub \u015eadiman \u00f6l\u0259r!..<\/p>\n<p>\u015eirin Xan\u0131m K\u0259rimb\u0259yli \u015eadiman<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ana, s\u0259malar\u0131m, havam, d\u0259nizim, Ey m\u0259nim yax\u0131n\u0131m, do\u011fmam, \u0259zizim! Titr\u0259k doda\u011f\u0131nla layla \u00e7alan\u0131m, H\u0259tta, yuxumda da k\u00f6nl\u00fc alan\u0131m. B\u0259tind\u0259 olanda duydum s\u0259sini,&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1593","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-seirlr"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1593","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1593"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1593\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1595,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1593\/revisions\/1595"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1593"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1593"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1593"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}