{"id":1324,"date":"2016-09-17T06:35:00","date_gmt":"2016-09-17T10:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/?p=1324"},"modified":"2016-09-17T06:35:00","modified_gmt":"2016-09-17T10:35:00","slug":"qan-qadali-m%c9%99ml%c9%99k%c9%99tim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/?p=1324","title":{"rendered":"QAN – QADALI M\u018fML\u018fK\u018fT\u0130M"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Az\u0259rbaycan \u2013 d\u0259rdi b\u00f6y\u00fck, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin yurdu diyar,
\nH\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131nda kilidl\u0259nib \u00fcr\u0259k oyar,
\nYadellil\u0259r az\u011f\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u0259leyhin\u0259 imza qoyar,
\nS\u0259rv\u0259tini talayanlar, h\u0259r n\u0259yin var satar, sovar,
\nY\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259r y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan n\u0259 vaxt doyar?\u2026
\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na q\u0259niml\u0259rin g\u00fcl h\u00fcsn\u00fcn\u0259 ha\u00e7an uyar?
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015flar, G\u00f6z\u0259l V\u0259t\u0259n, Allah\u0131ma ibad\u0259tim,
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bo\u011fub, susub dayanm\u0131san,
\nFitn\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n, f\u0259sadlardan al qan\u0131na boyanm\u0131san,
\nQollar\u0131nda qandallar\u0131n ya yat\u0131b, ya oyanm\u0131san,
\nAl\u0131\u015fm\u0131san ocaq \u00fcst\u0259, at\u0259\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7ox yanm\u0131san,
\nA\u011f\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n dad\u0131, V\u0259t\u0259n, t\u0259bim, ruhum, b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tim,
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n s\u0259ad\u0259t arayark\u0259n, s\u0259ad\u0259tin \u00f6ld\u00fc getdi,
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u0259ldi torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tik\u0259-tik\u0259 b\u00f6ld\u00fc getdi,
\nXainl\u0259rin, b\u0259dxahlar\u0131n hey \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc getdi,
\nAt\u0259\u015fini sovurdular, ocaqlar\u0131n k\u00fcld\u00fc, getdi,
\n\u0130zl\u0259rind\u0259, c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131nda niy\u0259 donub h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tim?
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 can\u0131 qurban dedim, qurban\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr apar,
\nAt\u0131l sava\u015f meydan\u0131na titr\u0259t \u0259rzi, tufan qopar,
\n\u018fliqanl\u0131 c\u0259lladlar\u0131n i\u00e7d\u0259, \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 ba\u011fr\u0131 \u00e7apar,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim od tutub yanar, d\u0259rdl\u0259rin\u0259 misra yapar,
\nHarda itib, harda bat\u0131b milli hiss\u0259 n\u0259zak\u0259tim?!
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u00e7ap\u0131r yurd-yuvan\u0131 \u00f6vladlar\u0131n susur, durur,
\nD\u00f6\u015f\u0259nibmi ayaqlara b\u0259y babama layiq q\u00fcrur?
\nC\u0259lladlar\u0131n Qaraba\u011fda a\u011fac \u00e7ap\u0131r, yuva qurur,
\n\u00d6z a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7imizin at\u0259\u015fini suya vurur,
\nDodaqlar\u0131m kilidl\u0259nib c\u00f6vlan edir s\u00fckun\u0259tim,
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

Cavidimin, Cavad\u0131m\u0131n, M\u00fcmtaz\u0131m\u0131n ah\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259,
\nM\u0259mm\u0259d \u018fmin amal\u0131n\u0131 bat\u0131rd\u0131nm\u0131 duman, \u00e7\u0259nd\u0259?
\n\u00d6vlad\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259zdirdiyi \u00fcr\u0259kmi, ya da\u015fm\u0131 t\u0259nd\u0259?
\n\u00d6l\u00fcl\u0259rin diril\u0259r\u0259 a\u011f\u0131 deyir bu V\u0259t\u0259nd\u0259!!!\u2026
\n\u0130qtidar\u0131m \u2013 m\u00fcxalifim susub, \u00f6nd\u0259 f\u0259lak\u0259tim\u2026
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

Al can\u0131m\u0131 bird\u0259f\u0259lik, can\u0131m s\u0259n\u0259 f\u0259da olsun,
\nBa\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259 bu sonuncu itgi olsun, qada olsun,
\nDik\u0259lt \u0259yil\u0259n q\u0259dd\u00fcv\u00fc, dur sava\u015fa s\u0259da olsun,
\nAya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131n qazan \u00f6vladlar\u0131n g\u0259da olsun,
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin\u0259, satq\u0131n\u0131na bu m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259n \u0259da olsun,
\nXain \u00e7\u0131xsam, qu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n yemi olsun t\u0259nd\u0259 \u0259tim!\u2026
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259ziz kimim var ki, de cahanda ulu yurdum?
\n\u00dcr\u0259yinin at\u0259\u015find\u0259n bu k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259 ocaq qurdum,
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki qorxular\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fckl\u0259dim, boynun vurdum,
\nAlacaqm\u0131 i\u015f\u011fal\u00e7\u0131dan torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 Milli Ordum?
\nBu m\u0259ramla m\u0259n yuxumda gec\u0259g\u00f6zl\u00fc \u015f\u0259ri yordum,
\nS\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015flar Qanunuma, Kitab\u0131ma ibad\u0259tim,
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

Qaraba\u011f\u0131n q\u0131f\u0131l\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yirmi he\u00e7 bir a\u00e7ar?
\n\u015e\u0259hidimin m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131n goru \u00e7atlar, yerim qa\u00e7ar,
\nB\u0259d\u0259nimin \u0259ti ged\u0259r, v\u00fccudumdan d\u0259rim qa\u00e7ar,
\nEyl\u0259mi\u015fik \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc qul fikirli q\u0259m\u0259 d\u00fc\u00e7ar,
\n\u018fri olan bir \u00f6lk\u0259nin yurdu qalmaz d\u00fczd\u0259 na\u00e7ar\u2026
\nBo\u011fulubmu ki\u015fi h\u0259ddim, \u0259r d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcm, da\u011f c\u00fcr\u0259tim?
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

Bizi tarix dolaylarda min bir yer\u0259 \u00e7apd\u0131 ke\u00e7di,
\nSin\u0259mizin aynas\u0131na qara \u00e7irkab yapd\u0131 ke\u00e7di,
\n\u0130tdi\u015flil\u0259r a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131zdan s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc qapd\u0131 ke\u00e7di,
\n\u00d6vladlar\u0131n oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcl eyl\u0259di, sapd\u0131 ke\u00e7di,
\n\u0130\u00e7imizd\u0259n xain \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, oldu xara qul heyr\u0259tim,
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

Da\u011flar ba\u015f\u0131 duman olar, yel duman\u0131 qovar ged\u0259r,
\nSel co\u015fanda b\u0259nd-b\u0259r\u0259ni, \u00e7al-\u00e7\u0259p\u0259ri ovar ged\u0259r,
\nG\u00f6zd\u0259n axar qan ya\u015flar\u0131m yanan k\u00f6nl\u00fc suvar ged\u0259r,
\nSin\u0259mizd\u0259n qorxular\u0131 gur\u015fadlar\u0131n yuvar ged\u0259r,
\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki s\u0259rs\u0259ml\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcsyan ed\u0259r can qeyr\u0259tim,
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

N\u0259dir bel\u0259 qoruyuruq can\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259n alt\u0131nda?
\nK\u00fcrs\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259 a\u015fiq olduq, hiss bo\u011fuldu m\u0259n alt\u0131nda,
\nA\u011fl\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ovxalay\u0131r irad\u0259miz \u00e7\u0259n alt\u0131nda,
\nS\u0259r\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin s\u00fcr\u00fcl\u0259\u015fib, qartallar\u0131n d\u0259n alt\u0131nda\u2026
\n\u00d6z g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00fczg\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr sur\u0259tim,
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

K\u0259rk\u00fck\u00fcm\u0259,T\u0259brizim\u0259, D\u0259rb\u0259ndim\u0259 a\u011f\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n!
\n\u00d6vladlar\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc oldu yurd-yuvana ya\u011f\u0131, V\u0259t\u0259n!
\nGetm\u0259z qeyr\u0259t hissi olan sin\u0259d\u0259n el da\u011f\u0131, V\u0259t\u0259n!
\nVuru\u015fmasaq, d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fm\u0259s\u0259k, bitm\u0259z i\u015fgal \u00e7a\u011f\u0131,V\u0259t\u0259n!
\nDur aya\u011fa \u00e7alxat yeri, qopart g\u00f6yd\u0259n ta\u011f\u0131, V\u0259t\u0259n!
\nK\u0259s X\u0259tayi q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131nla qollar\u0131ndan ba\u011f\u0131, V\u0259t\u0259n!
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 yaram s\u0131zlar, t\u0259bib bulmaz bir ill\u0259tim,
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.<\/p>\n

\u015eadiman\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131 partlar, d\u00f6zm\u0259z s\u0259nin m\u00f6hn\u0259t\u00fcv\u0259,
\nQaraba\u011f\u0131n \u0259ld\u0259n gedib, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcr m\u00f6hl\u0259t\u00fcv\u0259,
\nDodaqlar\u0131n dilin tutub, mat qalm\u0131\u015fam mill\u0259t\u00fcv\u0259,
\nPardaqlan\u0131r ya\u011flananlar, f\u0259rman verir zill\u0259t\u00fcv\u0259,
\nQolun harda qopub d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb n\u0259 olubdu q\u00fcvv\u0259t\u00fcv\u0259?
\nTanr\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc t\u0259kan versin donub qalan s\u00fcr\u0259t\u00fcv\u0259,
\nHa\u00e7an qalxar ayaqlardan ucal\u0131\u011fa l\u0259yaq\u0259tim?!\u2026
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim.
\nEy qov\u011fadan qurtulmayan qan-qadal\u0131 m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259tim\u2026 <\/p>\n

3. 05. 2003
\n\u015eirin Xan\u0131m K\u0259rimb\u0259yli \u015eadiman<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycan \u2013 d\u0259rdi b\u00f6y\u00fck, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin yurdu diyar, H\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131nda kilidl\u0259nib \u00fcr\u0259k oyar, Yadellil\u0259r az\u011f\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u0259leyhin\u0259 imza qoyar, S\u0259rv\u0259tini talayanlar, h\u0259r n\u0259yin var…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1324","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-seirlr"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1324","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1324"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1324\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1325,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1324\/revisions\/1325"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1324"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1324"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shirinxanim-shadiman.net\/yenilikler\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1324"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}